Hi, another journal coming up.
My artschool ends 15th of July and I will be propably preparing for going to school again. Also, I received the message, me, my father and his grilfriend will be moving back to our old house again in August, as soon as my mummy moved out there. Which means I can see my little brothers and her more often since she will move to Mainz not far from there.
Which means too: I may end up at my old school again. Isn't that funny? xD
My plans after the 12th grade? I want to study comics in Köln in October 2010; I think my parents will even be okay with that now.
Maybe going for Graphic-Design afterwards or whatever! It's the right way. I really loved to draw comics in professional on my own someday.
I will be 10 days alone here now once again and I may concentrate on proper practicing on drawing. I am really dedicated to get better; sometimes I am lazy, but I want to get over it goddamn!!
It was too hot last weeks so I am happy, that it turned out windy today - I love wind!!
Well I am very happy at the moment I can tell you that.
I am going to see Italy in holidays too. I am not excited about it though I think it will be really much fun! I will meet some friends too.

Do you think, life is bad? Shit? Then just make a simple test: your own cells of your body will say the truth. Go into your mind and think: Life is bad. Life is bad...
Do you notice what your body feels like? It's like very tight and cramped. But on the other hand tell yourself, life is great, life is best and see what's there then.
Well, I am really glad I could experience things like seeing the see, holding hands with people, sharing smiles, watching the rain, stuff like that make me quite thankful. Is quite weird talking about that, but's like I feel.
I am not that kinda human being showing it's feelings very good. But I am indeed working on it. Of course, I feel depressed from time to time, but I can pull myself up again. It's no big deal, if I don't decide it to be one.

I started writing e-mails to a friend in Portugal, which feels very good. I am thinking of friends I miss at the very moment. A bit blue, also happy for them being there outside.
I heard a quote not long time ago: People exist because you think of them, not the other way round.

I am no good sleeper and I think I wrote that before somewhen. Two days ago I watched a movie until 1am or so and afterwards I was so tired but I decided to mix a CD. It ended up with me mixing two CD's; it took me time! I really pay attention to the reasonable order of songs. The clock hit 4am when I hit the sheets. But afterall I mixed the best love-ballads ever and a happy-disco-mix; though I am not that much into love songs...okay. I admit maybe everyone likes lovesongs, I don't know. o.0

Commendation CD: 21st Century Breakdown is blowing me away, but that's only me - 21 guns was released as the second single of this record and I think it was the best choice. Listen!

Commendation Comic/Manga: Yotsuba&! You'll laugh your head off. Really much fun watching that strange girl in strange situations. I got two volumes and I adore every chapter.
The Walking Dead by Robert Kirkman, probably know it, it's creepy awesome(if you like zombies).

Ending this with telling I buyed a new artbook! By Kozue Amano.
I wanted the Yoshitoshi ABe Gaisokyu and Haibane Renmei artbook before, but I wanted to spend something on comics too. Maybe someday... *sniff*